How I fould out what real love is.
Recently I moved to another state and I am no longer with my little sister everyday anymore, she is 2 by the way, and it was one of the hardest things I had to do. I was there the day she was born and I stayed in the hospital with my mother for the 3 days she was there, I never left that babies side. Then my mother got really sick as soon as she got home and had to go back into the hospital 2 days after being home, so I took it upon myself to be the one who would be up day and night with my sister. I was with my little sister everyday from the time she was born till she was about 12 months, she even sometimes called me mom. I adore that child with all my heart and it has been really hard on me the past month or so without her so I decided I would call her tonight. I was on the phone with for an hour she was telling me all the stuff she learned and that she misses me and loves me and I was okay with all that then she said “come home” and all I could say to her was “I can’t” then I had to give to phone to someone else because I couldn’t stop crying and I could hear her asking why I wasn’t there and why am I crying. I’m sorry for the sappy/boring story about my sister and and I but I could feel my heart being torn from my chest in that moment, and she has made me realize what it is to truly love someone for no reason, it’s unconditional and I would never wanna change anything about that little girl for the world.